36#

Shit just got real.
Okay, let me just sum up what happened the last few months. 


I was betrayed by my oh so "wonderful" friends.

This guy I really like had amnesia, so yeah my plan of getting him to notice me just failed. Tremendously. 

Received my Wombats merchandise, discovered we have kittens...

                   
                    

Developed my love for Dive Bella Dive.

Received my "Meow" keychains from Sammy (: 

Barnaby FINALLY replied to one my tweets <3 

Picked up the saxophone again..

Cat wanged Sammy :P 

Watched The Avengers

                                                    

                        

And fell inlove with Loki/Tom Hiddleston <3 

Okay,  well that's mostly it. 

Nothing interesting really. 

35#

It's been so long since I've made a blog entry. Gah.


On the 20th of February; Joe Brooks, Matt de la Garza and Clinton Babers arrived in  KLIA. 

Yeah, The one on the left is Joe and the one on the right is Matt. (I was too scared to take a picture with clinton) 


They were amazingly nice and friendly. Got a bunch of signatures and pictures. Hihi. Joe Brooks remembered Ines from the singapore show (: They were like 2 weeks early for the show, so they stayed at Port Dickson. 
So much drama going on in the school man. We were tweeting Joe, Matt and Clinton like ALL the time..waiting for them to retweet or even reply. Joe tweeted Ines, haha. So unfair. Oh then we watched the trio on bella ntv7. 
I dont know why, but we felt so close to all 3 of them. It was the best feeling ever.
The trio were on red.fm. Lily and I were calling red.fm, just to talk to Joe (: After THOUSANDS of declining our calls FINALLY they answered.
Joe said ILOVEYOUTOO to me <3 and I was rolling on the floor after the call. hehs. The concert was AMAZING. We were so close to the stage, and we had the best view ever. I actually thought Joe wouldnt sound as good live, but i was WRONG. He was beautiful, and so was Matt and Clinton. There was a signing session after the concert. I had my last hug with Joe before they left for LA.
It's already wednesday, and I'm still having Post Concert Depression. We miss them. So much </3
OH!!! Last monday (5.3.12), Matt retweeted and favourited my tweet :') PLUS, he followed me on twitter. And we DM'ed each other. hehehe (:
Joe Brooks Trio Live. 3 March 2012. KL live. I will never forget. 

34#

I finally fulfilled my life's dream; to play basketball. We went for MSSNS on tuesday and wednesday. Damn. There were ALOT of schools man. Like uncountable. I bumped into Azeera at the bathroom, and the whole TKC basketball team. Gosh, I miss them so much :/ Then we had our first game. Lol, that went well?
Yeah so anyway, I told Tash about this SDAR basketballer called..nvm. Then she was excited cause it's not easy to find a guy taller than her tau. So when we were there, we saw him. HAHA. That was damn funny man. Cik Ida let us stay to watch their match. Damn. They were all so..unf. SO BEAUTIFUL.
I scraped my knee that evening. And I thought it was just an ordinary scrape, but guess not. Arrived at the school the next morning. I couldn't play for the first game cause my knee was in so much pain :/ After the game i went to my bag to get my phone, AND IT WAS GONE. Omg, I felt like crying. Some ching chong stole it. I tried tracking it and all that shit. But i gave up, and just cancelled my number instead. Dah lah it was an iPhone 4 ):
After all that shit happened, Cik Ida cleaned my cut again and I was ready for the next game. We practiced on the outdoor court like an hour before our real game. The SDAR team was sitting on the bleachers watching us practice. Fucking nerve-wrecking. But what to do kan. So then we went in and got ready for our game. Alhamdullilah I was able to play and enter the second half. THE ONLY PROBLEM WAS, my legs kept on shutting down and i kept on falling. I FELL TWICE ON THE COURT. Infront of number 10 :/ Malunya. My legs were so weak I had to leave the court. But we won anyway :3 hehs.
Before leaving the school, we sat around to watch SDAR's match against SMAPL. You know, eventho the SMAPL guys are super alim, number 11 was hot. Haha. Yes alim guys are a major turn on. Lol. I have to admit, the whole time we were there, we had a pleasant time "mencuci mata" :P
My knee isn't okay yet. It's still painful and this liquid thing is coming out from it :| Fucking scary. Everyone's still talking about the SDAR boys -.- And I miss my old phone. Haiyh.

32#

February's almost here. Damn that was fast. 

So anyway, I cried 4 times this month, fought with 3 people, grounded for a week, managed to save RM20 from my allowance (a fucking miracle) and didn't fail to attend all my flute lessons :B Quite a great achievement for a whole month. February is gonna be so badass. So many birthdays coming up. How am I gonna make surprises for all of them? Damn. Anyway, I've already planned 3 birthdays. Another 100 and something more to go. Gah. Well anyway, I FINALLY BOUGHT THE SHOES I'VE ALWAYS WANTED. I've been craving them for months. Lol, yes. I uploaded a picture of them. HAHA. I'm such a nut case. 

Grr, back to school tmrw. Can't wait! If there's still no internet, I'm taking the first trip back home -.-

Seriously. 

31#

OMG. MARCH COME QUICK. I WANNA SEE MY BABIES. I SWEAR TO GOD IF SOMEONE BUYS ME THE MEET AND GREETS TO SEE THE WOMBATS, I'LL EAT A WHOLE COW.

I WANNA MEET MATT, DAN AND TORD SO BAD. PLEASE. LE DYING OF EXCITEMENT HERE. 

Okay, this was the most unnecessary blog post of all time ^^

30#

 FINALLY 15.

Yeaaay, we're the same age now :B So yes since I promised to make a blog post just for you, here it is. Thank you Zach for being an awesome pet brother. Although I know I'm never quite there for you at times. Sorry about that. But anyway thank you for listening to all the stuff I tell you (even the stupid ones). You're 15 now, which means you should be more mature and more wise. Lol. PMR is this year. I know I know, I didn't take it :P But, I have every faith in you that you can get 8A's. Festival Wind Orchestra is also coming up (Not like MCKK can beat TKC or anything ^.^) and I hope you guys make it to the finals. I'll come and support you. Bawak banner ke apa. Haha. It's been a really tough year for me, but I can always count on you to be there (: You're super special, and I hope you know that. About your present, I'll pass that to you as soon as I can.  Weee. Have a blast on your birthday young man! Oh, and maybe you should reduce your height, cause I seriously don't like being shorter than a 15 year old. Just saying. Hee I love you loads ♥

29#

I'm just sad because I really like you;

More than I've liked anyone in a long time,

Tonight, I got slapped in the face with the reality that,

I'll never be able to call you mine.

and that it isnt a very big deal to you