32#

February's almost here. Damn that was fast. 

So anyway, I cried 4 times this month, fought with 3 people, grounded for a week, managed to save RM20 from my allowance (a fucking miracle) and didn't fail to attend all my flute lessons :B Quite a great achievement for a whole month. February is gonna be so badass. So many birthdays coming up. How am I gonna make surprises for all of them? Damn. Anyway, I've already planned 3 birthdays. Another 100 and something more to go. Gah. Well anyway, I FINALLY BOUGHT THE SHOES I'VE ALWAYS WANTED. I've been craving them for months. Lol, yes. I uploaded a picture of them. HAHA. I'm such a nut case. 

Grr, back to school tmrw. Can't wait! If there's still no internet, I'm taking the first trip back home -.-

Seriously. 

31#

OMG. MARCH COME QUICK. I WANNA SEE MY BABIES. I SWEAR TO GOD IF SOMEONE BUYS ME THE MEET AND GREETS TO SEE THE WOMBATS, I'LL EAT A WHOLE COW.

I WANNA MEET MATT, DAN AND TORD SO BAD. PLEASE. LE DYING OF EXCITEMENT HERE. 

Okay, this was the most unnecessary blog post of all time ^^

30#

 FINALLY 15.

Yeaaay, we're the same age now :B So yes since I promised to make a blog post just for you, here it is. Thank you Zach for being an awesome pet brother. Although I know I'm never quite there for you at times. Sorry about that. But anyway thank you for listening to all the stuff I tell you (even the stupid ones). You're 15 now, which means you should be more mature and more wise. Lol. PMR is this year. I know I know, I didn't take it :P But, I have every faith in you that you can get 8A's. Festival Wind Orchestra is also coming up (Not like MCKK can beat TKC or anything ^.^) and I hope you guys make it to the finals. I'll come and support you. Bawak banner ke apa. Haha. It's been a really tough year for me, but I can always count on you to be there (: You're super special, and I hope you know that. About your present, I'll pass that to you as soon as I can.  Weee. Have a blast on your birthday young man! Oh, and maybe you should reduce your height, cause I seriously don't like being shorter than a 15 year old. Just saying. Hee I love you loads ♥

29#

I'm just sad because I really like you;

More than I've liked anyone in a long time,

Tonight, I got slapped in the face with the reality that,

I'll never be able to call you mine.

and that it isnt a very big deal to you

28#

Planning to step out of my life forever, because of a girl? Wow, let's see how long that'll last.

27#

Total. Sex. God.

Francisco Lachowski ♥

26#

Grrr, another crazy lady leaving us. Bye sofia. Have fun in Cheras, with all the snobby boys. Y U have to leave so soon? The fun has just started. Thank you for the most sarcastic comments ever, and for the endless poke fest. I'm glad you had fun making me quack -.- Gonna miss you man. See you soon :')

25#

I can sense that the end of the world is coming. That's why I don't give a fuck about love.

24#

I dont know what's wrong with me. I'm not like how I use to be. I'm starting to feel that I'm no fun anymore. I dont seem to mix around with people and I basically just avoid even talking to them. I feel, dead. My social life is dead. I reject hang outs or anything to do with physical confrontation. What's wrong with me? I'm not close to anyone anymore. Even the bond between me and Tasha is falling apart. There must be something going on, and I intend to find out. Ya Allah. And it's not like I do it intentionally. It just happens. GAH!

23#

I dont get how you can make such a big deal out of it. Yes your petbro deleted a post about you, and yes you embarrassed yourself infront of your friends that were so eager to see the damn post. But it doesnt mean you have to be so hard on him. My petbro's in a hospital, with a low chance of survival. Do you know how grateful you should be? You don't have to worry about his health, or his family, or his soul or how you're gonna manage with life if god decides to change his fate. Stop being so selfish and give the guy a break. I'm praying to god almost every second to help my petbro recover from this, so I don't have to risk losing a loved one.

So i'm just saying, please stop being such an immature drama queen and talk to your petbro. Before he suffers.

22#

YES! I SURVIVED THE FIRST TWO DAYS OF SCHOOL.

Mission Accomplished

I just thought of listing the things I want to do before I die.

1# Meet The Wombats

2# An evening in KirstenBosch, South Africa. 

3# Spend a year as Robert Pattinson's girlfriend :B

4# Ride a Unicorn or a Pegasus

5# Dye my hair purple/blue

6# Appear on Dancing With The Stars

7# Save a life

8# Adopt 30 cats

9# Bake cupcakes for the queen

10# Walk around town in a Wonder Woman outfit :D

11# Travel to Mars

12# Throw an illegal party

13# Hug a penguin
14# Join the Amazing Race

okay, well I had more. It's just that I lost that damn piece of paper. Grr.

21#

More drama. More lies. More tears. More books. More anger. More teachers. More friends. More conflicts. More crushes. More insanity. More chicken. More exams. More fights. More sports. More pictures. More excitement!

20#

I don't wanna fight anymore. I don't wanna let this get to me. You want him, take him. You're way more attractive than me, so you win. We've been friends for the longest of time, and I can't afford to fight with you over a guy. It's your life and stopping you from living it would be a crime. Just take him. Take him far away. I'm sorry if I made you "lonely" by being the cockblock. But this is how I've felt since forever. Your "lonely" cant compare to what I've felt. I've been hiding behind your shadow of beauty for years. And I guess thats just how I'm gonna live life. I was so close to being happy, but oh well your happiness comes first. I cried. Not because you fell for him, not because he fell for you. But because it was just us in the picture. Just the two of us. I'm not blaming you or anything, cos he's great. He's the best I've ever met. I knew when all our texting, calling and skyping stopped, something was up. He finally got his wish. Getting you to fall for him. So thank you for putting a smile across his face. We're still friends, don't worry. Just do this last favour for me, please don't hurt him. He's sensitive and he needs to be cared for. Thats all I ask of you. You say that you fell in love unexpectedly. That's true, but I did too. Goddamnit, you have millions of guys and you chose him? Unbelievable.

19#

Well, this is sort of my late birthday gift from Aqlif Akmal and Faiz Dalik (:

Awww, the nicest friends a girl could ever have. Haha.

The left is a female called Nur, and the right is a male called Bin. LOL x)

Yes, Aqlif and Faiz decided to name them Bin & Nur. I think thats cute for a hamster tho.

Kakak said we have to create a bond with these hamsters. So that is what I shall do.