
I dont know what's wrong with me. I'm not like how I use to be. I'm starting to feel that I'm no fun anymore. I dont seem to mix around with people and I basically just avoid even talking to them. I feel, dead. My social life is dead. I reject hang outs or anything to do with physical confrontation. What's wrong with me? I'm not close to anyone anymore. Even the bond between me and Tasha is falling apart. There must be something going on, and I intend to find out. Ya Allah. And it's not like I do it intentionally. It just happens. GAH!